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We reach complete satiation by feeling one inclusive desire and thought – life’s next plateau – where nature – absolute connection – fills up the feeling of emptiness that grew in each of us prior to that revelation, which is why we get total comfort by moving toward global satiation and more importantly, extend beyond our world’s limits – time, space, distance, motion – gradually ceasing to feel our bodies since we sense from within the inclusive desire and thought and not from our individual desires and thoughts, surpassing death, since we start existing on life’s next plateau before our physical body’s demise.
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Thanks to Patrice (Pinkenba’s female voice) for making these tracks available to the world. From what we remember, these tracks were worked on while Jeremy was in Melbourne in 2002/2003.
* For more Pinkenba material & links, see this post: Pinkenba – Jeremy Nuske
* Titles to these tracks were put together by using an online random letter generator. Jeremy didn’t title any of these, they were just some tracks sitting on his computer that he burned for some friends.
* Image: Inside cover of Pinkenba – Specially Made for the Budget
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There is distance between our thoughts and everyone’s individual self-aimed interests separate us, and there are so many of us, and we are so different from one another, and how could we ever possibly discover nature’s quality – absolute love – in this situation? Our differences, distance, oppositions, conflicts, separation, rejection – our seeing “me” separated from “others” – show our distance to nature, and we are so far from each other – it’s why we need support in society on this idea of the need for connecting among people, to support the idea of coming closer to each other, above our individual self-interests, above our differences, oppositions, separation – support in society to make the exertion of constantly digging deeper for those thoughts closer to nature a norm, to come closer to nature and bring nature to life in our connections, at that point starting the journey, then seeing that there are no people around, no individuals, nothing but a cloudiness that makes us see people instead of nature’s single picture, our inborn nature making our vision see two, three, four, five, six, up to over seven billion today, instead of one picture of nature that we get if we connect them all.
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Infinity, the One inclusion of everything, and descent from the One into the five senses, a perception of reality detached from infinity, ascent back to the concept of One from this world, connection to one force through internal work to relate everything to one force, success in making that connection, bringing new conditions, the force of detachment, separation, shattering, once again working to discover the one integral force on an even higher degree, and the force dwelling in this concept of One, at its source, extends to us in the place of separation, correcting and connecting the parts above their detachment, and the difference between the separation and the connection is where we discover the intensity of the connected place for nature’s pure influence, connected through the intention to give and love, through which all parts reach this action that connects them together, with this single goal in mutual reciprocal giving, and with nature’s force not doing any action other than the action of connection, whereas our work and actions to connect develop toward the realization that connection cannot be made through our own actions, and this realization becomes an action – the demand for nature to make this connection happen – and internal work continues in envisioning and connecting society to the concept of One, adjusting individual attitudes in the direction of the whole in a way where there acts the connection to the concept of One and the request for nature’s force to make that connection happen.
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Jeremy Nuske [1982-2010] was a dear friend, a very unique person, as well as a great musician and artist. His electronic music work, Pinkenba, other than having self-released a few copies of Specially Made for the Budget (2001) and getting the track The Old Alright published on the 4ZZZ Gizmo 2 compilation, existed mostly as sketches of dozens of unfinished tracks put on discs that he gave to certain friends whenever he felt like it. I used to have a lot of these, but by moving country & apartments 1000s of times, have lost most of them. The tracks here are a few sketches I found on a disc he gave me when I went to Melbourne to visit him sometime in December 2002 (or Jan. 2003?) with friends Will, Woody and another dude I can’t remember the name of.
Here are links to other Pinkenba material that exists online. If you have any yourself that doesn’t exist in any of these, I’d be very happy to know about it. Please write about it in the comment section or contact me.
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Everything in life depends on whether or not we become like nature. Nature is a pure quality of love and giving. The more we feel the whole of humanity together, united, the more we discover and become like nature itself. Nature created us with an opposite quality to itself, a quality of taking and hating. If I take from others, exploit them and hate them, then I repel nature and experience nature and my life as empty and painful. The measure in which I wish to be together with everyone, and want for everyone to be together, in that measure I start feeling the good that exists in nature. Nature’s loving and giving quality cannot be directly influenced. It is hidden and I can’t grasp onto it, I can’t pressure or control it. I can only do things where I am, in my selfish human nature that’s opposite to nature. If I act together with others here in our world, then together we can influence nature. This is the whole wisdom: working together, becoming like nature together. As much as we do this, we bring nature closer to us. Nature is an unchanging will to do good to us, it acts on us constantly without ever changing. By connecting to each other, we discover nature’s good. By separating myself from others, I push nature’s good away from me, hiding nature from me. The more we feel nature, the better we feel. The more we use each other for our own self-benefit, the worse we feel, because by doing so, we push nature away from us.
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All we see is ourselves. We move towards the perception where all worlds are inside us, and on the way, picture the outside world as our imaginary opposition to the true, perfect reality, gradually changing ourselves, changing reality, attracting the source of feelings, thoughts, perception, sensation, to change us – this source projects the whole of reality within us, revealing a completely different picture of the world to us, state after state, we build new worlds through each state, forever adding new, more real and tangible forms to this world, and while becoming absorbed into its abundance, letting ourselves go completely into it, a moment rises to the surface of thought of that world we were once in, as if thrown into a distant cell, helpless, we feel the longing for it to help bring us back, it immediately appears, surrounds us, to bring us close to it once again, and it awakens a correct discernment upon this thought that awakened within us, showing us this world’s smallness and insignificance compared to these other worlds it shines before us, close to its quality, it’s unending attitude of pure love and giving that consumes our whole life, the whole of nature, as we once again build the worlds we live in, moving toward the state where we build the endless, limitless world, reconstructing that which was broken before us, for us to take into our own hands and rebuild, moving towards that point where the source of reality appears naked to us, unclothed of the desires and thoughts it had sent us to develop our need for it, and as we maintain our connection to it in the distant abyss it throws us into, through the deepest longing and need for it to return us, we cry for that contact once again, as we have given everything only for that, to be able to give to it, love it, and with much exertion to hold it to a point of helplessness, it pulls us closer than before, allowing us to taste, finally reaching that point of truth, the final point of contact where everything connects together as one.
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We accept every situation as coming from nature because only nature exists, and we relate to every situation as being constructive and emanating from one source, and therefore each situation progresses us toward perfection and becoming just like nature in its quality of love and giving because we use every situation, adjust our attitude to every situation time after time by adding the discernment of where this situation is coming from, and no matter what is happening in that situation, we accept it as the best possible situation for examination, correction and progression, without being concerned about what is actually happening, we keep our part of the deal in relation to nature by remaining in the intention that we’re always connected to nature, and that we accept the situation from nature itself, from the One that is good, complete, perfect, infinite, which gives each situation to us out of the necessity for us to be precisely in that situation, and we constantly change ourselves, as we penetrate deeper into the environment, the intention and the study of how nature is operating on us, learning how each situation we’re getting is the best possible treatment to progress us toward becoming just like nature: pure, loving, giving, perfect, complete, infinite.
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